do you really think you are perfect ?

huff ~

sepertinya sua skian lama aq nda mncoret2xkn kata2xku d cni . aisehh .

hahahaa . well skrg nhe ada munyit bgantung d ketiak jd mlz nhe mao mnaip2x . hehehh .

dan seperti yg kt taw , law sua lm nda writing2x mknanya byk stury mury laito yg mao d cheerithakn . hahahaa .

ourite then , em . bila aq buka fb kn , byk nhe aq tingu org gnakn pkataan PERFECT . napa ah ? musim2x perfect ka nhe ? ehekk . hnya e2 org yg taip ja yg taw . lolx . ada nhe fb org 2 , aq lupa bha sua nm dea nhe . mcm kili2x ou . blk2x dea ckp sal perfect , perfect and perfect . huhh !

PERFECT sgt ka kaw 2 ??

and last2x , aq remove dea dr friend lists aq . blaa sua aq tingu k'perfectknnya 2 .

bulih2xnya dea b'bls kumin dan mgatakn dea mst cr org yg perfect cuz dea 2 perfect . astagaa . kaw 2 manusia yaww . mnda msia d lahirkn perfect . sdgkn c LUCA LUCAS yg trep perfect 2 pn akhrnya surrender and apologise gan suma org SABAH cuz dea taw , dea 2 unperfect . mulut teda insurans . nhe kaw lek yg aq tingu muka ntah apa2x . haishh . anak raja pn nda tambirang mcm kaw nhe yaww .

heran . heran .

nhe lek petikan yg aq dpt sal perfect but yg nhe aq bulih consider lha . ada btlnya jua d sebalik kata2x durg nhe ,

c mia blg , you have a perfect face but you have an unperfect heart . thats mean you are not so much perfect at all .

c ndru pla blg , they will love us just the way we are if we are perfect .

ahaa , ini lha words yg aq tingu ari nhe bkaitan gan perfect .

apa yg ada sm perfect ? nda d nafikn lha wha bhw suma msia d dunia nhe want to be perfect . wanna find a perfect people for them but you must think clearly at the same time . do you think you are perfect ?

suma unperfect d dunia nhe . t'plg dr kt ja cmna mao corakkn k'unperfectan e2 . sm ada mao jdkn ia much better or more worst .

uih ? mrh ka aq nhe ? huhuu . yeah mmg aq mrh . aq nda suka org mmpertikaikn sal perfect2x nhe .

sedar lha wha . tima ja hakikat idup nhe . apa kunu yg d nmpk perfect d dunia nhe ? sdgkn twin tower yg org nmpk perfect dulu 2 pn hancuss bgtu ja . jd sua dea unperfect .

org kawen ats dasar cinta yg durg rs perfect pn bulih hancus gan seketika ja .

brg yg dulunya perfect 2 pn bulih jua jd unperfect cuz pachah ka apa ka . hm .

e2 ja .

adios ! cheers !



YELL OUT LOUD at FUNFAIR !!

REALLY HAVING FUN WITH MY HAVOC SIBLINGS :)

ahahahaa . km plan awal but ada mslh ckit kn time 2 so br dpt pigi lha nhe . ahakss . tggu c dmas abis upsr kunu br enjoy . hahahaaa



welcoming for us . auww ^__^

nhe game yg first skli aq men . netaw aq namanya nhe . ahaii but best jua lha cuz aq suka bnda yg men pusing2x nhe . mguji k'mabukan diri . hahahaa

left - along , adek , dmas ;)

left - me and enul . ahahaa

before yelling =)

after yelling . hihii . nda mgac pnin pn . wakakakaa

then we are going to try something else . still finding at this time :)

duii wha baju adekku nhe . striking ou mlm2x

em nhe game yg k'2 . pn men putar2x jua tp yg nhe siuk lha . mao t'pelanting + yelling2x ou aq . wakakakaa . pny shandey . gylaa btl =__=

bida sayan muka . hahahaa . haus dehh !

nhe mmg durg yg take part sua lha . nda b'minat sua aq tingu game2x yg len :)

bolos sejaa gelungsurr etoo !!

i love this ! huahuahuaa ^__^

buhsan sua . lolx

apa namanya nhe kunu ? lupa sua aq ??

hey its us !

just 3 of us . no more others allowed !

then , go home after panat men2x . hihii . nhe pn pigi mnular luk tmpt len . wakakakakaa . pdhl bisuknya ada kunu yg skula . gasak lha . bkn salu jua dpt have fun gni . yell smpi gylaa . lm sua nda b'gylaa gni . hihii .

skurg2xnya dpt jua lps stress s'cara sehat :)

sury law cita cni nhe ntah pa2x ja . no idea bha 2 write . losttt -__-

adios ! cheers !









YELL OUT LOUD at FUNFAIR !!



semakin nda mengerti ~

hey peeps !

today was a lonely day . even aq mc b'nafas but aq mrasakn mcm sumanya sunyi ja . teda bnda yg b'bunyi .

hm . ssh bha situasi nhe . ssh mao d atasi . aduy . pnin aq :(

aq nemao ada lek kna mgena gan hal nhe oukie . nemao ada cita TTG DEA lek dlm idupku . cukup lha ini ja . first and last lha sua nhe . ttp buku lha wahai suma org . pkrkn lha prasaanku wlupn ckit . aq nhe msia whaa . pnya prasaan . km pkr km ckp gtu 2 , nda t'kesan ka d atiku ???

cuba lha km d posisiku skrg !!!

napa aq pla yg jd victim skrg nhe ?

mulakn lha wha idup br . biar lha dea bhgia . rela sua nhe suma t'jd . ndada apa yg prlu d ckpkn lek !

ALL IS OVER FELLAS !!

aq panat btl gan suma nhe ou . bg lha aq rest gan everything yg mrepek2x nhe . please lha !

aq nda phm gan perangai km suma nhe . nda pyh lha d kc pnjg bnda yg sua END bha . biar angin tiup dea . biar dea trbang ikt ms yg b'jln nhe . biar d mkn ms yg b'lalu . hm -__-

hope y'all understand yea . i cant stand anymore .

let me SLEEP in peace and meet our GOD with smile .

adios ! cheers !

cerita hidup yg RUMIT dan tanpa SARI KATA :(

KAWAN ? dtg dan pergi . CHENTA ? dtg cm skli tp KENANGAN ? tpahat kukuh d ati :')

btl ou kata2x nhe kn . hee . but yeah ! suma 2 dr ALLAH . DIA ja yg bulih tntukn idup kt nhe cmna . rumit ka sng ka always in trouble ka , suma dtg dari-NYA . kt cm mmpu mgharunginya ja . dr thp ksabaran , kimanan , kuat mental fizikal and blablablaa ~

knp ? sbb kt msia . ALLAH ingin mguji kt . s'kuat mn kt bjaya mnempuh ujiannya . SUBHANALLAH ~

ari nhe , aq btl2x bingung . napa ? sbb ada org2x nhe men bom2x seja . suma sal pkara e2 . hm . netaw mao ckp apa cuz fb lha pnca sgalanya . aq bkn nemao hlg tp suma org2x e2 ada lha org2x yg aq syg dan bekas aq syg . aq bingung cuz aq d tgh2x . bom sna , bom cni . ouh TUHAN , rumitnya pkara ini b'akhir :(

aq nemao km suma b'musuhan , benci mmbenci tp apa lha dayaku ? nda mmpu sua mao puaskn ati msia yg pnuh gan k'bencian nhe . nda mmpu mao padam amarah yg b'maharajalela d ati :(

tp maaf lha pd bekas org yg aq syg 2 . start td , aq mula mmbenci kaw . aq pn netaw napa . kaw pnya perangai sungguh plastik . nda sm mcm yg dulu . mmg d akui , kakaQ pnya mlt pn nda alang2x shandey tp kaw knl dea cmna kn . napa kaw ckp cm2 ? kaw btl2x bwat aq kc lupa sgalanya sal kaw :(

aq mnta maaf . aq mnta maaf gan suma k'lancangan mulut durg . kwnku , kakaQ tp aq mao kaw taw , kaw lha mmg llk nda gna yg pna ada dlm idupku . tima kasih yeah ! aq hrgai e2 suma . kaw lupa apa yg pna kaw ckp . huhuu tp nda apa . kt kuburkn suma e2 . aq pn nda kesah sua .

yg lalu d jdkn iktibar spy nda t'jd lek k'silapan e2 . mc muda kn . salu ikt kata ati .

idup kt nhe no flashback . suma b'jln k'hdpn . lum pna ada ms b'putar blk . suma nhe unpredictable . huhuu .

but at the same time , kt bljr jua tuk jd dewasa kn . mslh 2 m'matangkn kt jd nda lha b'gerigaw law ada lek jd gni kn .

hate this situation !

adios ! cheers !

IMAGINASI itu bukan DESTINASI ~

 b'sua lek kt dlm cerita kedai kupy . hee .

smlm kn , aq mmpi something yg weird btl . time aq bgn td , truz bingung + blur2x nhe cuz why aq mmpi bnda mcm 2 . eii palis2x lha . aq nemao ada d tmpt kjadian law lha mmpi 2 btl pnya but dlm ati glad jua lha law btl2x jd kn . sukurr :)

then br aq sadari , aq nhe tlmpau b'maginasi wha . d mn2x ja tmpt yg aq sandar , nhaa d ctu lha imaginasiku b'mula . ahahahaa . astagaa !

hobi br , jd daydreamer . dulu pn daydreamer jua tp nda lha heavy mcm skrg . ada2x ja yg aq dreamerkn . ada2x ja yg d bwat imaginasi .

knp ka bisa jd bgini ?

tp ngam btl ou aq rskn law time2x gni mix sm e2 brg lek , aduy bhgianya idupku . ahahahaa . e2 pn law dpt lha . hikhikk .

aq nhe kn , kuat btl mmkr mslh yg nda2x ( habit skrg nhe lha ) . pastu truz m'larat2x . trbang jauh g ms dpn . bnda yg lum t'jd , aq sua t'pkr dea pnya efek . bnda yg sua t'jd , lae lha aq t'pkr jauh k'hadapan . aishh ~ what can i do ?

byk yg t'jd sejak k'blkgn nhe mmbwatkn aq salu alert sal idup . mdh mmkrkn bnda2x yg akn t'jd pdhl lum ada jd pn bnda2x 2 . huhuu :( yg nda mgkn pn bulih jd mgkn asl t'msk dlm kutak pkrn .

ahh ! kdg aq pkrkn imaginasi 2 bkn jua destinasi yg kt tuju but yeah at the same time , kt perlu jua b'imaginasi utk capai something yg kt tuju . kira destinasi lha jua 2 .

sandiwara dunia nhe c p.ramlee ckp . hehekk .

yea tp sandiwara dunia nhe lha jua yg bwat kt skit tp bgs lha jua wha . s'kurg2xnya kt bljr sal idup nhe . law nda smpi bila2x pn nda akn bljr . hee ~

btl kn !

hm . nothing to say anymore :)

adios ! cheers !



marriage MARATHON in one day - 1 - 2 - 3 - GO !

nhe cita smlm pny but nda apa lha kn law aq bw pigi ari nhe cuz smlm nda larat ou mao mnaip . panat gylaa ehh . hee . marathon sejaa 1 ari nhe . wula wulaa ~

oukie . first wedding d tmn tulip . ainaa , sbnrnya mls ou aq tp apakn daya . bg lek pigi dr d omel MEM BASAR . hahahaa :D

left - angah , umi and me :)

posisi : normal

snapper : umi

gaya : trep ( wakakaa )

big bro with his friends .

left - my bro , his friend and his friend ;)

k'buhsanan mula melanda dan k'gatalan sua m'yerang . auw ^__^

snap ! snap !

us ! always in LOVE :)

ndada keja sua . kili2x time :))

mwaxx :*

left : umi , adek and dmas . hee .

eksen seja adekku nhe . hihii ~

apa tingu2x ? hahaii .

candid ouh ! hahahahaa . bida sayan muka :p

first marriage :)

kaka ema . hee . nama laki unknown . hikhikk .

wish you happily ever after :)

second marriage . merotai dehh .

nhe supir nda b'gaji km . hahahaa . c wan :)

yaw ! snap sejaa :)

with jia . my adik angkat . hee ~

ahaa . c kong . temanku b'gylaa ^__^

with my mama angkat . hehekk .

stylo ou c mama :)

with my bapa angkat yg sumbui . hihii .

kurg ou pasaran saham durg c wan :)

all my teman2x lama . miss mao jamming sm durg .

left - amri , kong and wan :)

jammed ! you rawk bebeh !

second marriage . astagaa . nda aq sngka ou . rupanya yg kawen nhe mmber . aduy . hihii .

to ezah and your husband , wish you happily ever after oukie . hee ;)

nhe yg last . mao2x t'dampar seja aq time nhe ou . eii panat btl .

last marriage . netaw aq nm durg .

apa2x pn , wishing you all happily ever after juaa . hee .

MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL !!

adios ! cheers !



kenapa ada org yg mcm nhe ? heran ou -__-

 kdg aq heran . napa ada msia yg nda sng tingu org sng2x ?

kamoo phm ka ? for example , dea nhe mmg nda sng lha law tingu org bhgia . suka tingu org pny idup huru hara , suka tingu org t'siksa , suka e2 , suka ini and blablablaa ~

aq kdg nda mgerti dehh . bingung dan yg sm waktu dgnnya lha . pelik kn ada msia yg perangai dea cmni nhe . huhuu . bg kaw tggl d hutan ou . teda nhe idup org kaw mao kc rusak . idup munyit ada lha . e2 pn law c munyit 2 phm . hihihii ~

napa nda sng ka kaw tingu org diam2x ? nda sng ka kaw tingu org gumbira ? aq rs lha kn , kurg kasih syg kli kaw nhe . sbb e2 lha kaw bwat gtuu ma org len kn . embhaa .

kaw taw , kaw lek b'dusa bwat org skit ati ou sbb bila kaw bwat gtu mknanya kaw nhe jenis nda m'mikir prasaan org . men geradak sejaa . skit mental wha kn kaw nhe . huhuu . nda dpt d bendung lek prasaanmu 2 . e2 ja kli cara yg bulih kaw aplikasikn dlm idup but POOR YOU ! mnta ptunjuk lha kaw sm TUHAN . TUHAN salu adil sm hambanya . btl nhe aq ckp . bkn jua mao btrep alim . aq nhe byk dusa jua tp skurg2xnya aq taw lha ckit2x sal agama nhe kn ;)

suka wha kaw kn law org benci sm kaw tp aq mao tny bha , apa jua yg kaw dpt dr k'bencian org 2 ? dpt dwet ka kaw ? uinaa siuknya idupmu kn :)

bahagia ka jua kaw ? ka kaw lupa kisas nhe lum luput lek dr dunia nhe ?

pindik kata , lu pkr lha sndri kn :) kt nhe sua bsr jua . pndi bla , pndi mmberontak sndri law bnda yg kt nda suka d ckp blk2x . aq pn nda suka jua tp netaw lha napa . aq nda b'setuju btl gan kaw pny attitude nhe . bitch 2 kli leB bek ou perangai dea dr kaw sbb s'kurg2xnya wlupn durg d pndg hina ole org2x tp durg nda hipokrit . len lha kaw . dpn ja nmpk bek . d blkg ? nauzubillah ou perangai kaw . netaw mao describe pki pkataan apa . hee ~

phm2x ou kaw . d dunia bulih lha kaw idup sng , tng dan blablablaa lha tp blsn TUHAN , ndada sepa yg taw kn . hm . aq maafkn kaw but revenge 2 ? aq bw smpi matik . nda akn pna t'pdm smpi bila2x . ingt 2 =__=

mao pachah blg ? e2 steel toe sntiasa tggu kaw . haus sua dea 2 . so jgn lha mgac muncul diri kaw lek . aq nda kesah sua kaw sepa . jgn bwat aq blaa oukie . kt 0-0 ahh .

sury mury strawberry , hot tempered back like the old times cuz your behave is over limit . huhuu '==

adios ! cheers !

all is unplanned - Enj♥y wh♥Le day with crazy bff !

uwaarrghh ! so tired eh this day but really having awesome feeling ou cuz hang out with my crazy bff which it was unplanned actually . hihii ~

this is start when - dpt taw c norm mao blk tggl 17 so mao trep2x jmpa lha kunu sblm sumanya btaburan blk . haii but unfortunately just bulih jmpa c pao ja . kambing :(

c norm busy btl sm dea pny kawenan gan akikah . haishh =__=

tp taw lha whaa , rahmat TUHAN nhe lek siuk kn . sua aq nda d pertemukn gan c norm , d pertemukn pla aq gan gink2x gylaa aq nhe - ryn and adek dea ( sury mury strawberry , kurg psti ou nama kaw dik . hee jgn mrh oukie )

dr ctu lha pjalanan km b'mula . mmg havoc ehh ! gylaa btl . mcm bndr itu km yg pnya . wakakakaa . b'jln2x seja cuz teda arah tuju but you know lha kn , cita2x gebang 2 ttp ada . hahahaaa . besa lha mmber law lm sua nda b'jmpa . hihihii ^__^

sdg km b'jln2x d sabindo , ainaa ! tjmpa pla c pijal . ngam timing ou k'hadiranmu . hahahaa . amat2x d prlukn tuk jd tkg snap km :) hee , jgn mrh aa ;)  

this is what he snap 2 us ! samart ou . credit to you pijal . thanks a lot .

hee :)

orite then , pastu three . hihii . sua aq ckp kn km nhe teda arah tuju . jd mmg mana2x sandar lha kunu km nhe . akhirnya abc lha jd tmpt pilihan . mmg pass bnget tp aq posa dehh . ak ellah , lek luu . gua maintain mhaa . hahahaa ;)

this is us ! hee . from left - ryn , me and pao . maintain cute suma . cehh trepp . wakakakaa

ryn and pao . hee . whatever blg pundan2x kg air . miahahahaa . sowt ^__^

ahaa . yg dgn aq nhe tkg snap km yg teda gaji . ehehekk . adik c ryn . aq ambik nama kaw dr fb lha ahh , perkenalkn , ini c fieme eva :) 

km lha generasi iklan ubat gg colgate :)

trep ja nhe ambik2x aura pemes c fun fair 2 cuz nda dpt pigi kn . huahuahuaa :)

dlm bas before went back to pao house :)

mcm model ka km ? wakakakaa . shandey btl . hihii .

ryn :) kaw snap pix km ka taw snap keta kancil d blkg km 2 ? ainaa . leB pemes ou e2 keta dr km . hahahaa .

beli bakso for my sungkaian . nhe pn teda plan jua . aq pkr d umah seja br mao mkn . rupa2xnya durg nhe trep ja leB . kelaparan time km d abc tp nemao mkn . apa daa eii ! ^__^

ini pix d umah c papao . ahaa yg ini tmbh 1 lek anggota . nama dea c yat . no tpn , 014844 tkn2x tampar dpt . utk mkluman , dea single oukie jd sepa2x b'minat sila rujuk saya . aisehh mcm iklan cr jodoh . hahahahaa :)

KAMI ;)

nhe kunu sungkaianku . hee . bakso bakso :) sbnrnya knyang air sua aq ou tp nda bgs mmbazir krn ALLAH nda suka sm org2x yg suka mmbazir . aiseh mcm ustaja sua aq . wakakakaa .

yummy2x bakso ;)

and this is tha last picture .

yat and ryn . hee .

pstu suma b'taburan blk . tata all . ♥ you :)

adios ! cheers !