aii ? mc d sedari ka kewujudanku nhe ??

rawrrr !!

buhsan tahap dewaaa .

teda nhe org d umah . tggl aq sm abi sejaa . yg len cbuk bwat hal masing2x .

td aq tingu tv sm abi d bwh , then bulih2xnya abi ckp " aii kurusnya kamu nakk " . what the ?? abi nda pna sedar ka slm nhe yg aq mc idup dlm umah 2 ? astagaaa . blurr whaa aq joo . truss sanyum2x kambing seja lhaa . mao ckp apa lek kn . hmm .

idup . idup . ntah lha kdg2x btl2x ou aq sesali idup yg aq jalani nhe . kdg2x pndi pla aq tingt blk yg suma yg blaku d dunia nhe ada hikmahnya . mmg lha tp huff ~

sedey aq dgr abi ckp mcm 2 . ketara lha whaa km suma nda btemu muka wlupn 1 umah . nda bckp sua wlupn 1 bumbung . nhe suma pas kejadian 2 blaku lhaa . 

kdg2x mcm mlz mao blk umah . terasa mcm kaw sndri sejaa wlupn ada juak suara bgelak ketawa tp sumanya hambarr . nda seperti selalu . nda mcm yg dulu2x . sumanya plastik . kenapa ka ??

raya ? still none none and none . selalunya riuh sua umah km bwat2x kueh , susun e2 bungkar ini tp taun nhe ? teteda lgsg . why ??

baju rayaku lek ? lgsg aq nda ambik . mcm teda2x nhe . bwat apa lha kunu ? teda erti . blk kmpg ? lae lhaa . suma kensel .

hmm . aq sua tanam dlm ati yg taun dpn aq nemao studi . biar apa pn yg blaku . biar lha masa tebuang bg2 sejaa . aq nda kesah . aq mls sua mao pkrknnya .

biar lha . biar lhaa . biar lhaaa !!

pas raya nhe aq mao chao . aq mao mulakn idup baru . sumanya baru . aii nda bdaya sua aq idup gni truss . btl2x nnt aq d antr g bukit padang . tp bgs juak . nda sua stress sal idup pastu kn . bidanyaa idupku nhe . mcm xial2x .

mcm nda adil ou :'(

adios ! cheers !

pergi sejaa law kaw mao . .

morning fellas ,

hope you always have a very2 nice day ;)

just woke up from my sleep .

but still sleepy .

huhu .

dont know why .

didnt get enough sleep .

for this last one week and until now .

so shit !

im just thinking too much about me and him .

regretting ?

absolutely . now ?

its to late to say a few words for him .

just wanna wish for him if he was reading this writing ,

hope you always happy with your life ,

get your blissful all the time ,

cuz

your friends always be there for you .

supporting on whatever did you do and wanna do .

me ?

i cant anymore .

just cant .

cuz i think ,

we are not in one heart anymore .

its just seperated by time and year .

both of us are changed now !

really change .

making sadness for me cuz everytime i need you ,

you didnt have time for me .

i know its so stupid to say this .

so immature ,

so childish ,

but what can i do ?

i need you that time .

yeah thats true what your friend say about me .

i didnt understand your situation .

yeah ! whatever lha .

i always be the guilty one .

bha nda pa lha .

i accept it as well .

im listening for pergi song .

than i was thingking .

i should let you go .

like the song .

huff ~

its hard to make this decision .

but

its good for you .

last word for you ,

you are so damn good fuckable

for me man !

bye .

adios . cheers !